I have so much to say, but so little capacity right now physically. I am full a brim with thinking that it leaves me empty.
I wanted to write every day of November. Then I had kidney problems. It didn't seem that blogging was as important as kidney function, or dying.
I can't take the big risks I took in the summer, where I went to the brink of heat stoke, over and back. I have to learn how to heal. And how to sleep without my tongue splitting like a split lip from the dry.
I never wanted to stay in one place. I never wanted anything but to work and travel.
10 hours ago