Friday, September 19, 2008

Hoh Rainforest, I have big crash, the squirrel grapevine and more postcards

Today we did what I had come over two previous times to attempt, and failed both times: go to the Hoh Rainforest. It is a rainforest and a World Heritage site. I had decided to make one last attempt, and with two weeks of sunny weather, though it predicted rain, today turned out sunny. We drove out there (2.5 hours) and did a “semi-accessible trail” – if you consider stairs to be 10 inches and higher ‘semi-accessible.’ But I saw the Hoh rainforest and I took a couple hundred pictures. (Camera whores are we!)

We saw the Hall of Mosses and we saw two first year black squirrels fooling around in the tall trees (acting like the teenagers they were, swinging from the moss and other dignified actions). I have to wait until I return to give you the whole pictures and story.

But I did have a exciting spectacular accident which involved me running out of control down a steep narrow trail on a section where there was a drop off and no guard rail. Apparently after a look of terror I said, “Help, Help!” before I managed with the one wheel on the ground to direct myself toward the steep incline the trail was cut from (the wall of dirt and tree roots). I hit it, which flipped the chair over, threw me TOWARDS the drop, and then threw the chair into the AIR, with my legs still strapped in, landing atop me (how that is possible I don’t know. That is what the two witnesses say and it makes Very interesting bruises). But, I did NOT fall over the edge (whew!), though apparently I hit so hard a cloud of dust and tree leaves made a plume into the air and my head was a few inches from the side of the down slope cliff.

Some people from below, having seen the plume, ran up to help. At this point I was pretty sure that my finger as well as at least one knee was broken because well, I could FEEL THEM, and what they were saying is not to be repeated in polite company (so skin me down and body slam me a few times and you CAN get some feeling out of me).

I looked up and said, "I am ONE with the forest!" (apparently two goth girl who had come to help...or watch, found that very funny)
I was assessed and carried into my chair and decided NOT to take the additional trail, but call it a day. No, nothing broken, at least nothing obvious. So just an exciting finish to the day (but wait...there's more!) There were lots of great woods and great moss and just wait for the pictures. But yeah, there was a bit of hell trail.

We had lunch and a couple crows appeared to beg. I said, “No way, I’m waiting for squirrels.” It was a joke.

But you know how the squirrel grapevine goes. Well, a few minutes a young squirrel (a few months old and about 4 inches long) appeared racing across the parking lot and in little jumps approached towards me. I threw what I had which was a piece of roll, so a bit of bread. He came about 18 inches away and grabbed it, eating it down. It was a red squirrel with red tail and red chest. As he was eating a SECOND squirrel appeared. He had a pinecone in his mouth and raced past. After feeding the first squirrel a few more times, he left, racing off the way the very young and very energetic squirrels do.

Then the second squirrel raced back, buried the pine cone a few feet away and had a “My turn now?” look to his face. I tossed the bread in the air and he ended up going within a few inches of Linda (who was taking pictures – I was too busy being the ‘squirrel whisperer’) to grab it and then have a good munch. So that was a good end of a trip; got to see a world heritage site, a great forest, bruised and bleeding AND got to have red squirrels (which I had not seen before) seek me out. Not Linda or Cheryl, ME, (seriously, do I have some sort of squirrel musk on me?).

I can’t show you pictures of the Hoh (until I get home to download them) so I will show you what I did work on yesterday which is some more postcards. I am sending these out right now. And to complete my ‘I am the punch doll of the universe’, for the second week in a row 10% of my postings from the last week appeared in my post box, only this time for a different reason. After about 400 postcards, it seems there is some stick-up-the-arse in Tacoma sorting center who has issue with me sending decorated cards, or Japanese cards or whatever. So I just keep working. And here are some of those who I spent a month or more getting. I think they have beauty.

The postcard project doesn’t define me, but it allows me to reach out to other people, to say that I actually care about something beyond myself – which is in a way, a gift I give myself and one I hope I give to those who receive them. They are important to me, and now they too are being a bit stomped on. To see a set of cards that took an average of 3-6 hours each to make returned is painful, but I don’t quit, I don’t stop, not as long as there is intent in my brain and a way to continue. So I will keep posting the ones I send out. And I will keep sending.

I don’t know much but this I have experienced from “health professionals”, and social workers and those who are to help the vulnerable and the police and the politicians: that the act of giving a damn, of caring about an individual is a rare one. Even to the point of just sending a personal postcard is very rare. I wish I had any of my health care “professionals” spend that much time in a week thinking and caring about me. I imagine there are millions out there who do. I can’t send out millions of postcards, but I can send hundreds, maybe if I have time left before I die, a couple thousand. People matter.

15 comments:

SharonMV said...

Dear Beth,
I'm so glad you got to see the rain forest. The Hall of Mosses sounds like something very special. I'd love to go there one day. And I'm very glad that you didn't plummet off the edge of the trail!

Well, I'm quite pissed off (see, me swearing - very mad) about some of the postcards being sent back!!! I really don't think there's any regulation against sending decorated cards or packages. As long as the decorations are flat enough and adhered well to the card. People in the needlework world have been sending mail art for years, actually embroidering designs and the address onto the envelope. It's been very popular both here and in Europe in recent years. I've never heard of anyone's mail art being returned. And of course stampers send cards & often the envelopes are decorated - never heard of a problem with that. It's obvious they're singling you out because of the volume. How'd that post office like to receive a bunch of postcards (so all who handle them can read the message) addressed sent to said post office protesting this policy? Perhaps polite & incredulous at first - asking why they are not supportive of such a worthwhile thing as the Postcard Project. And if this is not effective, then we can move on to the more deprecating missives.

Looking forward to rain forest pictures

Sharon

shiva said...

A suggestion re the postcards that get returned: get Linda or someone else to put them in plain envelopes with the address of the person you tried to send them to?

OK, so you have to pay postage again, but if they are being returned to sender for some stupid reason to do with them being foreign or having stamps other than official ones on them or something, that might bypass the problem?

Thinking of you and looking forward to the squirrel/rainforest pictures...

Diane J Standiford said...

Wow! What fun! We have a lot in common. I'm so glad, giddy, that I found you. I love squirrels, have stories/photos; I've lost my wheels down a steep incline,;I'm gay and merry w/my partner of 29 years; I send out cards to nursing homes and hospitals! Alas, I have no artistic talent. But I have money. LOL

Neil said...

"...the act of giving a damn, of caring about an individual is a rare one. Even to the point of just sending a personal postcard is very rare....I can’t send out millions of postcards, but I can send hundreds, maybe if I have time left before I die, a couple thousand. People matter."

My apologies for editing you, dear Beth, but you have, in that one powerful paragraph, defined yourself as human. A RARE human. You care about us; that is what makes you so human, so special to us all. And YOU matter too, dear. The only problem is that you matter to a whole bunch of people who don't know about you, and who SHOULD know about you.

Medical students should be assigned your entire blog as required reading in their third year.

People matter. Beth matters. Linda matters. Now, go forth and don't let those inner voices ever tell you anything else.

And please don't become one with the forest by falling over a cliff, though it would make a spectacular ending for your biography.

As I scrolled along to read the post, I half=glanced at the redheaded image scrolling up and thought, Wow, is that Beth? Then I realized that even your legs can't be that long. She is lovely, in an improbably artistic way,

Oh, I do hope that the crash didn't break anything. Especially on the chair; wheelchairs are important!

Love, hugs, respect, and more hugs. And some very tight bear hugs in relief,
Neil

JaneB said...

Thanks for sharing your adventures - red squirrels, SO cute! - and for caring and sending cards. Hope the nerves conducting bruise pain are among the non-working ones, and you're not too sore this morning.

Anna said...

I just have to say after reading your latest posts. I LOVE MY GP. At least for the moment, he is yet to probe my "intestines". Maybe that will change my mind. The GP is a refuge frpm former Yugoslavia, did't some of those nice doctors end up in Canada?

Glad you saw the rainforest. and almost became one with it:)

Emma said...

Oh Beth that crash sounds nasty (((hugs))). I had a bad accident in my manual chair a couple of years so I can totally relate to that moment of sheer terror. Do you have to strap your legs into your chair? I refuse to strap into my chair despite it being suggested as safer because it means that if the chair goes I'll just be thrown free and won't go with it. Glad nothing is broken - and hoping the bruises heal sooner than soon. And oh wow more squirrel adventures - I'm always slightly envious when I read about them but I also know I would freak if any came that close to me.

Lene Andersen said...

When I saw the words "big crash", I thought, aw, fuck, what system failed now? and then laughed in (very odd) relief when it was a crash in the more ordinary way. And then got a little nauseous aat how close that was to living (dying?) on the edge.

So glad you got to Hoh finally and had foreign squirrel encounters! Looking forward to the photos!

wendryn said...

I'm glad nothing's broken!

You matter. The fact that you care about other people enough to take the time and effort to send cards makes you matter a lot more than most people. ...and, reading the comments, I find I'm echoing neil. Oh well. Not a bad person to echo. :)

Hope your weekend is going well!

OneSick said...

Squirrels...

Don't be sucked in by their cuteness or apparent innocence. They are only after one thing: Your chair.

That's right; it is WAY more than just a grapevine: Squirrels are highly organized criminals of the animal world. They lure you in and work you; they learn your habits and routine, and then one day... BAM! an unfortunate ...accident, or indeed some outright squirrel thuggery, and you are suddenly on the ground, watching your chair disappear into the forest.

Think back to your crash: did you *really* lose control, or were you pushed?

This is a little-known issue and we really need to get some more awareness out there. The problem has become so bad in Washington Square Park that the City of New York has put extra cops on patrol there. (a quad was recently turfed out of her chair onto the grass by a group of marauding squirrels). She was OK, but the chair was ....gone) -They were considering an outright wheechair ban, but could not have handled the negative publicity.

I know you are probably shaking your head and thinking to yourself "what in the world would squirrels want with wheelchairs?" It is simple: They break them down into little pieces and sell the shiny parts to the crows and magpies Remember those crows you saw? Hmmm? Your chair was probably a custom order for some big underworld crow.

So do take good care on trails and in any place that you may find squirrels. Chances are, you've been tagged...

;)

One Sick Mother

puppybraille said...

I'd love to give that post office a piece of my mind but I don't think they'd be worth the cost of the needed brain surgery... Sorry, that's a joke even I know is horrible. It makes me angry to hear about all of the ways that people are stepping on you, a perfectly lovely person. You're making a huge difference through all that you do. I I've been through situations where it feels like you're not making a difference, like the effort is all for naught. I've dealt with organizations who seem to have no regard for the people they "serve", though I know it's not to the extent you have.

That said, I wish that I could take that burden off your shoulders and Linda's shoulders too. I Your email to me made the first week of school stress more manageable. Thank you.

yanub said...

Never have I been happier to hear that someone's big crash involved falling down go boom. A perfectly average, everyday sort of crash that anyone could have, yes!

Your postcard project continues to astound me. It's such a simple idea, but it makes a real difference.

I'll be looking for that Paypal button up soon, and I'll link to it. We can get you to a neurologist, I'm sure!

Raccoon said...

its _possible_ that they want more room visible with the address in it?

I once answered a 14 page letter with a postcard. And I answered every question that was asked! Of course, my penmanship was a lot better then, and I wrote really tiny...

The squirrels in the moss sounds like they were fun to watch.

The crash sounds like it should've gotten your adrenaline going. Hhmm, even without any broken bones, maybe a stop at the local hospital might be useful?

Elizabeth McClung said...

Sharon: I'm pretty glad I got to the forest too - not just becuase I had tried and tried to go (guess the rule of thirds works even in disability world) but that it was the type of place I like to be.

I am very glad that, even though one knee is now twice the size of the other and one arm is dark with bruises, going off the trail would have been MUCH worse.

I was vexed too about the postcards and got no immediate resolution, though the woman said that she had "never seen postcards with addresses lateral to the short side" - so we pulled out two I had sent to Cheryl that way - also pointed out they must reject ALL postcards from Japan if that is so. They just wanted to get rid of me, and seemed to forget that for some people, getting mail is a GOOD thing - kind of what postal service used to be about, instead of efficent bill delivery.

More Rain forest pics to come.

Shiva: Tried that, pointed out yesterday that I didn't want to pay twice for a card that was perfectly good and if they require hand stamping, where do I go to get such (as I have recieved hand made cards of various sizes - was told they were not sent through the machine but hand-stamped), today, they know not of hand stamping. ACK!

Luckily I have such an influx of income that sending 30+ postcards a week isn't enough, I love to send them twice, NOT!

Diane: I'm glad we have so much in common, though I have also lost my wheels going over crappy curb cuts. Sadly, I have talent but no money - but there is ebay.

Neil: Did you edit me? Well the legs aren't improbably artistic, more like Marfan induced. But yes, they are about 2/3rds of my body, so often my legs are taller than people, but now, I have what I call, "The nine year old view."

I am going to get the wheelchair tuned but one advantage of titanium is that it does a lot more damage to you than you could do to it!

JaneB: Well, I don't have ALL the bruise pain I probably should have but since my knee is bruised and now twice the size of the other and actually hauling around tree roots and up slopes is more than my usual activity, then I am sore, I am afraid, and likely to be sorer - but it was WORTH IT!

Anna: Yes, great GP, though what does he think he has lost in your intestines that he might find, car keys?

I'm very glad I saw the forest!

Emma: I do strap my legs in and do worry about breaking them, however, because of my dump and spacitity, I find them better tied down for most the time when going downhill (cuts down on running over my foot!), but those few times I fall, yeah, it is a worry.

Yes, this squirrel adventure surprised even me!

Lene: Yes, I suppose being bruised and cut up IS the lesser of two evils in my odd world, it just happens to leave me in more ambiant pain for a while. Pictures coming the next few days. Thanks.

Wendryn: I hope your weekend is well and I hope that things progress into abundance. I don't know if I matter, but perhaps what I DO is usefull.

One Sick: AS conspiracy theories go, that one actually makes some sort of sense, since I often see the crows doing recon for the squirrels.

Thanks for the amusing um...theory.

PuppyBraille: Good to hear from you again. I did talk to the Supervisor yesterday but without much luck. I just have to keep at it until I find a person that remembers that post is something people might WANT to get and want to get undestroyed and then see how we can do that best.

Well, if my email reduced your stress, then I better go and send another email (when I am off dail up - too sick to go back yesterday!) Cheers.

Yanub: Yes, just a splatacular event with lots of dust and I am STILL finding bits of the hoh in my jeans, jacket and underwear.

I am glad it makes a difference to people, maybe it is a small push toward connectivity, when the rest of society and organizations seem to be wanting us to move the other direction. Thanks.

Raccoon: No, they haven't complained about the address yet, but I am sure that is next.

I can't get any insurance so the plan is, if bone sticks through the skin....put me on the ferry and let the Canadian hospital helicopter come get me. But yeah, a big ole average whammo crash.

Neil said...

And just HOW is it an advantage that titanium can damage you more than you can damage it? Doesn't that mean it could do serious damage to your bone structure and not get scratched itself? That is worrisome, dear lady.

Yes, when I quoted you, I did remove a few words; for brevity only! You are a wonderful person, and you're valuable. To us as well as to the squirrels and crows.

Hugs!!