Hey everyone! Today just wasn't my day.
First I had pain hallucinations 3.5 hours after gong to bed and needed the second BIG opiate pill, which, when it ran out four hours later, I had to get up. Only the pain was making my hands shake so bad I needed the little opiate pill just to use my hands, so had to be fed that.
I was looking forward to going to a “stamp” shop that sold groovy wooden stamps you ink and then stamp on Postcards (always trying to give my readers the ‘added value’), but after getting ready an hour and getting there, it was closed (SUCK). I got home and started work on the postcards but it was like I couldn’t get anything to mentally work, and 40 minutes later…..one postcard done. And I had a ton of heart erratic beats (which means OW!)
Soon after this I bit my tongue as I had what Cheryl said was petit mal seizure followed by a Grand Mal or a series of 1 to 3 seizures.
So I’m pretty fucked up right now and may not be able to communicate for some time.
2 hours ago